Happy Anniversary Momma and Daddy!
Words cannot begin to express how thankful I am to have you both as my parents. If there is one thing that I admire the most about your relationship, it’s endurance and perseverance. I know things have been rough over the years but the fact that y’all have made it this far carries a message that words cannot communicate. I know over these years you’ve both questioned, wondered, become angry and even wanted to simply walk away…but God. You both have loved Him enough to love Him more and for that I am forever grateful. To me, that is one of the strongest forms of love, to stay when you wanna leave, endure when you wanna quit, hope when there seems to be nothing to hope for, trust when you don’t want to, love when you don’t feel it. For that is love. No matter what the world says or defines it to be. Love is Christ…and Christ never fails. So today, as you both remember the good times and the bad, the mistakes and the accomplishments, the proud moments and the regrets hold on and rejoice in the simple fact the Christ never fails. Neither of you would be who you are or where you are today without these past years. There is no question that He has you both where He wants you and that there is something so much bigger than yourselves and even your marriage. That’s the amazing part! :) Honestly, if you think about it, today is not about y'all, its about Christ. Its about who He is and what He’s done. For everything we are, everything we do, and everyone we love is for Him and to Him. We must never forget that. Our lives, our marriages, our children, our hearts, and even our love, it is for Him and to Him. So in that we rejoice and celebrate for He has made all things new. He is worthy of it all.
I love you both with all my heart!
Lauren Ashley
"But if we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ makes us clean from all sin." 1 John 1:7
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Friday, January 01, 2010
Free To Love Freely
Ok first off I must say, this should not be taken as my attempt at poetry or song...it would be a sad attempt if it was :) These past several posts (minus the JJ Heller song) simply are random thoughts of mine put into words exactly like they sound inside me as of late. Just clarifying. Some of it may not even make sense but that's the point. Snapshots of my thoughts...
If it was for freedom Christ set us free, I must ask myself:
Am I free to love freely?
For this is the challenge,
This is the start,
This is the beginning of a brand new heart.
Am I free to love freely?
Or chained by the fear of betrayal?
Am I free to love freely?
or bound by the scars of past hurt?
Is my heart free to trust freely?
Or carefully concealed in the chambers of anger and bitterness
Am I free to be who you’ve called me to be in You?
Or am I disillusioned by my own ability to reason?
Am I free?
What holds me back from?
What binds me in broken silence?
To know the truth and not hear,
To know the truth and not heed,
To know the truth and not be freed.
Am I free to love freely?
Am I free or falsely held by insecurity?
Can I love without ceasing?
Trust without disbelieving?
That you’ve set this heart free
Free to love freely
I am free.
For it is for freedom He set me free.
Free to love freely.
If it was for freedom Christ set us free, I must ask myself:
Am I free to love freely?
For this is the challenge,
This is the start,
This is the beginning of a brand new heart.
Am I free to love freely?
Or chained by the fear of betrayal?
Am I free to love freely?
or bound by the scars of past hurt?
Is my heart free to trust freely?
Or carefully concealed in the chambers of anger and bitterness
Am I free to be who you’ve called me to be in You?
Or am I disillusioned by my own ability to reason?
Am I free?
What holds me back from?
What binds me in broken silence?
To know the truth and not hear,
To know the truth and not heed,
To know the truth and not be freed.
Am I free to love freely?
Am I free or falsely held by insecurity?
Can I love without ceasing?
Trust without disbelieving?
That you’ve set this heart free
Free to love freely
I am free.
For it is for freedom He set me free.
Free to love freely.
Thoughts...
December 28, 09
Perspective. Clarity. Reality. What is my life but a vapor? Vessel. Broken. Poured out. Love? Hate? Scars. Character. Healing. Forgiveness. Do I love Him enough to love Him more? He gave me the very thing I asked for. I said do whatever it takes. Use me...for real?Anger/malice/bitterness=death. Scabs and infection. Box created by hurt and fear. Love freely? The challenge. Love harder. Hurt/gutted. No excuses to not be Christian, no matter how bad I hurt. Is He not worthy of the reward of His suffering? Am I willing for Him to receive it through my crucifixion? It is not about me. ALL for His glory
Perspective. Clarity. Reality. What is my life but a vapor? Vessel. Broken. Poured out. Love? Hate? Scars. Character. Healing. Forgiveness. Do I love Him enough to love Him more? He gave me the very thing I asked for. I said do whatever it takes. Use me...for real?Anger/malice/bitterness=death. Scabs and infection. Box created by hurt and fear. Love freely? The challenge. Love harder. Hurt/gutted. No excuses to not be Christian, no matter how bad I hurt. Is He not worthy of the reward of His suffering? Am I willing for Him to receive it through my crucifixion? It is not about me. ALL for His glory
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